We can reverse time.

We can be together.

We can be friends without things being AWK!

We have long convos about the most random things like we used to.

You had time for me.

I never cheated.

I can kiss you again.

I can hang with you like before.

I can see you every second of the day.

I wish all these thing but they will never come true!I wonder how you feel when you see me in the hall with another boy.You act like your okay with it by why??If it was me I would be sooooo jelous.But I guess all you think is I’m a hoe.Yes,I guess you can say that.But you know that I’m way more than that.I another thing I wish is that i want you to read the things I post.So much I need to just open up&&say but can’t get my mouth to open.

Seeing you around makes my heart drop!I want to tell you how much I miss you but all I’m gonna get in return is rejection.

For 2 years our realationship basically hung by a thread. We had our moments when we have the most love for eachother, then those moments when things would crash and burn.I feel bad for all the harm I put you through!Yes„„I’M A CHEATER!But why did I do it to him??….TWICE.  Did I do it for the sex?…Was I getting bored?… Am I hoe?..So many question that needs to be asked&&answer but the thing is idk why I did it!!I love you soooo much&& idk what I was thinking.Hurting shouldn’t have been an option&&Now I lost you for good!We don’t even look at one another.I miss talking to you everyday even if the conversation was wierd or not!I knew that you was there&&that I still had you!But I chose the road to keep you out my life.Your wanted the “FRIEND” option. Being friend is hard you know! I would to sit there all the time thinking about how I want to be with you&&who you will be dating after me.But I can’t do anything about because I’m not yours!……….But I chose to push you away with my stupidty&&now it is all over.

Signed„,Jana Richards