For 2 years our realationship basically hung by a thread. We had our moments when we have the most love for eachother, then those moments when things would crash and burn.I feel bad for all the harm I put you through!Yes„„I’M A CHEATER!But why did I do it to him??….TWICE.  Did I do it for the sex?…Was I getting bored?… Am I hoe?..So many question that needs to be asked&&answer but the thing is idk why I did it!!I love you soooo much&& idk what I was thinking.Hurting shouldn’t have been an option&&Now I lost you for good!We don’t even look at one another.I miss talking to you everyday even if the conversation was wierd or not!I knew that you was there&&that I still had you!But I chose the road to keep you out my life.Your wanted the “FRIEND” option. Being friend is hard you know! I would to sit there all the time thinking about how I want to be with you&&who you will be dating after me.But I can’t do anything about because I’m not yours!……….But I chose to push you away with my stupidty&&now it is all over.

Signed„,Jana Richards